||[Jan. 16th, 2005|11:03 pm]
|||||Ryan Cabrera- True||]|
I'm going to try to update this thing everyday but that is very unlikely. anyways...
Today was AMAZING! Zach called me and woke me up. then he called me and wanted to hang out, so we made plans or whatever and then i went to get ready. So i got ready and he came and picked me up and we went to my aunts house for a little bit then we went to Olive Garden. it was sooo good! so as we were leaving i bumped into brian and lindsay... it was awkward, i mean there are tons of restaurants in austin but they had to go to that one? but Zach was there so it definitely made it easier to deal with. After that unfortunate encounter we went to the movies, and we saw Meet The Fockers, well part of it, since i had already seen it i got bored and i wanted to leave, so we did. since it was only 7ish, we went over to Ryan's house and just hung out there with some people. we left at around 9ish? so then we came to my house. We watched Napoleon Dynomite and "hung out" but then he had to leave so that sucked.
I'm so glad that this whole brian thing is over. i thought he was the one for me but i think it was more like we got used to being together that we didnt know how to not be together. i dont know if that makes any sense but thats what i think. What sucks about this whole situation is that it had to end this way? i dont even knwo if we are going to manage to stay friends. i love him and i always will but it still hurts. enough about that.
I can't wait til tomorrow. i'm so glad that cheer practice was cancelled that means that I get to spend the day with Brittany. i love her. and i get to see Zachary tomorrow. i love him!