||[Jun. 20th, 2005|02:11 pm]
|||||making memories of us.||]|
soooo i think that zach and i are not going to get back together. i guess its a good thing? well ryan and i are officialy going out now. i love him sooo much. im getting ready to go over to his house, to hang out before the big party. yessss its exciting. so i went shopping on saturday and that was fun. and now im at home putting my makeup on and jsut chillin. im not coming home tonight. so tonight might be the night that me and ryan get to do the deed after a while. lol its been like 4 months. ive lost like 5 pounds becasue im so happy. all i do is hang out with ryan and my friends. i dont eat that much anymore. im just in love. i havent felt like this in a loooong time.
i love him...sooooooo much